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everything dont seems to be working out well....

almost everything~~

and i am sad~~~

really upset~~~~

haiz~~~~~

sign off,
jas

keePiNg THe fAitH!!!

just got home from CG not too long ago...

CG was great...

I will sing
I will worship You
I will bow myself down humbly at your throne
I will give anything
I will give everything
To You alone

I long to be the bride
that You're returning for
dressed in garment white
and wrinkle free
I have no earthly love
that Iam holding to
for You're the one
who mean Everything to me

I will sing
I will worship You
I will bow myself down humbly at your throne
I will give anything
I will give everything
To you alone

You are the faithful God
who keeps Your convenant
There's not one thing
you've said You haven't done
and someday when i see You
Standing face to face
my praise for You
will only have begun

I will sing
I will worship You
I will bow myself down humbly at your throne
I will give anything
I will give everything
To you alone

I will give anything
I will give everything
To You alone...

love
jas...

*going for dinner with dad~

yiPPiE~! strEsS~~! veXed~~~! I NEED MORE SLEEP!! i WANNA HOLIDAYS!!

well, finally i have submitted my DSAG assignment.. but sad to say.. its only the first part of the assignment.. still have assignment 2 to go.. sob sob~~ how i wished i am an expert to clear every single paper w/o worries~ WHY AM I IN IT COURSE!! argh... had always been suffering throughout.. dont like every single subject that i am studying la~~ haiz... la....la....la.... don't like the environment.. dont like the lecturers(not all).... dont like the my time table... :(

sorry friends if i sound very negative here... i am feeling very down... as in when i am in school... or the thought of going to school... i am just not happy~~

i feel so much better with my family, W171, ushers, buddy friends, all the shopping and eating!! i am always looking forward for all these everytime i am out of school.. its just so happy la~!! even the thought of them makes me fly~~ high high~~

side track abit~ jieqi keeps coming online and offline!! so disturbing!! :S

on track--
ya, so i am looking forward to have dinner with my papa later.. going to cg tomorrow, going to church on sunday!! heehee :)

well, going to be much more busier the next few weeks.. opsy deadline is on this coming mon at 8am, the other subjects in this coming weeks.. and after all the assignment is my semester exams~! argh.. everything is moving at such a fast pace... i need more breathing space!! i am dying~~

oh ya~~ friends.. pray for me~~ i am having diarrhoea again~!! :( hmm.. dont remember i ate anything too oily lately leh..

ARGH!!! OPSY PROJECT!!! deadline on moN!!! aiya.. it keeps coming to my head! how how how~!! what is microsoft longhorn???

blah... i wanna go and rest le...

oh!! my leg is numb~~ :S

pinkcess

*dying* :S

sigh~~ took a cab this morning... heart paiN!!! hmm.. didnt wanna take initially de.. but cause ally was waiting for me to take a cab.. thought its just 5 bucks but still.. heart pain~ sad..

well, my dsag assignment is half done~ thank God~ :) gg over to rebecca's place tml to complete.. pray that i can finish ya?

ok, got to get back to my dsag assignment le..

love,
jas

deadlines, deadlines, deadlines~!!

MAD!!! not plainly because of the deadlines for my project~ but.. MY GIRLFRIENDS IN SCHOOL!!! once again, i am upset with her!! msning now with ally.. just got to know that i am assign to do some research which i dont have a chance to pick what i want~ instead, i suppose, they dumped to me what they don't wish to bother at all~! MAD~!! why must i always be the one being left ouT~! :(

have to hand in dsag on fri... node and more nodes~! *scream* +ARGH+

service was great on sunday~! well, no more cab for me~!! at least for the next 2 weeks.. will try and have already tried! Praise the Lord.. have not been taking cab for the past 2 days~! :D

Praise the Lord, manage to get my forecast done and update every necessary files that are needed~! thank God for His strength~!

my tuition kid called me up today in the middle of my class.. chatted for almost 10mins.. well, he is very long-winded~~can't tahan ar~ bought taiwan sausage for him.. he didn't drool this time round.. haha~~

tricia bought a roxy belt for me!! pink and black~ my favourite colours~ :D

i am going to skip opsy lab tml.. going to do my DSAG~ oh gosh.. i have to face the toopid teacher for my OPSY lab again.. -sad- and daniel chong is leaving soon.. this week.. i suppose... quite sad...

ok, i am going to sleep le.. long long day tml~~ looking forward to tml's BS..

btw, friends.. can don't put my link in your blog... cause i don't wish my blog to be read by other people that i don't really know.. thanks~! :)

love,
Jas

~heEhEe.. i AM fiNalLy bAck~

i am happy~~ yeS i am~!! heEhEe~~ fiNally i Am aLriGHt afTer 48hourS or moRe ba~~ i mEan emotioNally~~ :D

alSo, waNna sHAre witH yoU aLL that i Got A new bAG~!! *so so so HappY* --THANKS JEFF-- (do i always mention him in my blog?? hmm.. hEehee~!! buT he is just so so much foR me to appreciate~!)

and to tricia~!! whats the surprise that you wanna give me??? hope you had fun with us!!(eating, fellowshipping and suanning~!)

i gave my precious necklace away~! oh.. i missed it now~ but i am really happy that i gave it away~! just felt a prompting to give it away~ though i hestiated for awhile~ but i am sure its all worth it!! *hug hug grace!!*

oh ya~~ my one week break is coming to an enD!!! *cry!!* argh~~ deadlines for almost all my projects~! friends.. do prepare to see panda~~ :(....

God, help me in the midst when i feel most like giving up~ I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART~

to JT : hope you really had a good time today~! well, you really arent a big eater~ think all the girls beat you ar!! haha!! like my beef dipped with egg?? heehee~~ yummy yummy right!! haha~!! must take care when you are in thailand ok?! do be careful also aR~~ God bless~~

to matt : CONGRATULATIONS!! finally you are a free man! haha~! i am sure as you honour God and keep your commitments strong in Him, God will pour His Blessings upon you!! JIA YOU!! waiting to hear more good reports from you!! hopefully ...hmm... a C_R(fill in the blank)!!! haha~! see, i am helping you to see a greater picture!! hahahaha!! :D

to jeff : i treasure you!! know that in times when things don't seems well, God is with you always!! i am with you always too!!(though not as close as God.. :P) no weapon formed against you shall prosper!! let's believe together that everything will be fine ya~! go read psalm 147 to 150~~ Praise the Lord~! *hug hug*

yiPPie~~ yes, i am hapPY!! Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised!

cheerS,
pinkcess

BODY=IN OPSY LAB, HEART AND MIND=YOUTH CONFERENCE~!

though i didnt really hear what Pst preached yesterday, but God's presence was so deeply felt in the overflow area~ so tangible~!

I was doing internal traffic AGAIN~ well, no complaints since i am willing to serve God. I shall go wherever there's a need.. Its not going to be just what i want~ AMEN~!

Heard from sis shirley that i wil be doing internal traffic today. Hope everything will go on fine~ Yesterday quite a number of people were turned away.. including baoting and brother vincent.. baoting is really sad..
Also, some were sad, some were angry.. BUT, we really cant help~ So SoRRY sisters and BROtheRs..
one CGL took my name~ think he wasnt happy with me~ BUT well, i really cant hold anymore people~ thats why i have to kindly invite you off.. pls do understand.. haiz.. once again i see the real self of a human being again~ its so sad.. Well, i just have to disgest into my heart that leaders are not perfect toO~ sometimes its really heart breaking to see leaders behaving the same way as how some members behave.. :S

now.. its OPSY lab again~ so sian la~~ sian sian sian sian~!! i want to go to CHURCH now~!!

Love,
pinkcess